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Alright, I guess I'm dumb and didn't research the protest enough, so I take it all back. But Marilee is still a dumbass for multiple reasons and I'm running out of excuses to not hang out with her. Ever since she said she didn't want to talk to or see me and rhea right after my birthday she's just been irritating the shit out of me. She later apologized and said she wasn't on her meds or something, but frankly I'm tired of assholes using bipolar shit as an excuse. And it really irritates me that she thinks I have no idea what mental illness is like, but I guess I don't like talking about that sort of thing.
I guess, in all honesty, I'm realizing that I don't want to hang out with her if she's not smoking weed. I never realized how annoying and dumb she was. Call me a shitty friend, but whatever. She's a shitty friend, too.
Oh well.
The other day Jeff was supposed to pick me up from work at 8 and we were going to hang out and smoke afterwards because he didn't have to work the next day. So he calls me at work at 7:30 to tell me he's in fucking Enumclaw and isn't going to make it. It's like, okay...why couldn't you tell me when you were on your way to Enumclaw. When you're driving to Enumclaw you usually know what you're going to be in Enumclaw for a while. And the bus I take home only runs every hour after 7. I ended up getting a ride from Robin, but I was still pissed. It seems like if Jeff really cared that much about seeing me or hanging out with me he wouldn't blow me off seventy percent of the time. And whenever I bring this up he just names off all of the excuses he's had. And I guess they're usually decent excuses, and that makes it hard to argue my point, but still. You'd think a 20 year old man would be able to figure something out and make himself at least a little more reliable.
Anyway, I decided to just stop making plans with him and if he wants to hang out he can call me. But he hasn't called me yet. I just gotta face the facts and admit that he never misses me as much as I miss him.
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Talking at people is alot better than talking with people or talking to myself, so bear with me. Sorry, I'm gonna put stupid bullshit behind cuts from now on, I promise.
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News update: Jeff and I are doing well for the first time in...a while. We've been pretty on and off for the past like, 3 months, I think. But November 4th/5th is our one year anniversary, and I think we're actually happy enough to celebrate it like a normal anniversary. Hooraaayyy. I totally adore him. And I miss riding around in his Saturn, skipping class, and listening to Deltron 3030. I remember once we fell asleep in his room at his old house and listened to this album on repeat for hours.
I already miss him. Can't wait to see him today. Everything feels new. I feel renewed. I actually feel pretty good.
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